So, my school life was floundering. My personal life? Well, I had zero friends or contacts. When I quit my job I didn’t reach out to any of my former coworkers. In retrospect, I knew I made a mistake, so that was likely a subconscious attempt at punishing myself. ‘You don’t get to talk to […]
Category: Conscious Retrospective – My 20’s
22 – Part 1/3
Buckle up fucks, this is where we get real. Witness through text how a young man is able to utterly implode his own life and think that everything’s fine. It’s like the ending of Fight Club except the narrator learned nothing and Tyler Durden won. Here’s the summary. In this fine year of 2016 (and […]
21 – Part 2/2
Outside of academia, there wasn’t much else going on. No real social life to speak of, other than occasional chatting in class or at my job. I did have a lot of fun conversations with a woman who worked there with me. I also had a crush on her big time, and still kick myself […]
21 – Part 1/2
This is where I start shitting the bed. Not literally; ever since the bedbugs I slept on a $150 futon I bought on Amazon (it sucked), or a $50 air mattress from Walmart (it was awesome). I also didn’t shit either of those, so that’s a positive note. I was still in college, the spring […]
20 – Part 1/1
Before I get into anything: I might say ‘year’ more than I should. Unless explicitly stated, I’m referring to the 12-month period after I turned a certain age, not January 1st to December 31st. While riding around I had the idea of looking back on my twenties and just, rambling a little bit about them. […]